Bullying.

Dear bullies,

you have put me through the crap, since i was little until i was 13. You know what happened when i was 13? I stopped eating, i started cutting, i isolated myself from the whole world and my best friends and family, my friends turnt against me, i stopped going to school and i was in and out of hospital. You know what drove me to this? Being called fat, emo, depressed, being told to ‘fuck off and go slit my wrists’. Being told to ‘get a life and stop being such a freak’
What did i do wrong? I was only being me… what’s wrong with that? Whats wrong with dressing differently or having natural beauty? I’ll tell you what… If you actually shut the fuck up i wouldn’t have gotten ill, i was suffering with something totally different… I was being abused sexually. And throughout all that time i was made to feel like i wasn’t good enough. So, i tried to kill myself.
I was trying to cope, with your shit and the other shit i was going through.

You made me so sick. I was dying. I was diagnosed with Post Traumatic Stress Dissorder, Depression and Cronic Fitigue.
So i stopped eating all together, of course no one realised that i had dropped to 5 stone 3. I started cutting from the age of 8 and this is all down to you, bullies.

If you hadn’t had picked me out from the crowd then i would be the slightest bit better now, i wouldn’t have gotten sick and i wouldn’t be fighting to prevent my illness from coming back. I’m now 16… and i couldn’t be happier with myself… I’ve had a past, everyone has. But it’s bullies that will get no where in life, because they do these nasty things out of spite and jealousy but out there, bullies have taken lives, made people so sick, made people feel worthless..
But to whoever is or has been bullied, You’re not alone.
You’re the beautiful ones, people are all the same and we only get judged by what we do but don’t change for ANYBODY, because you are your own person and no one can change how unique you are.



My ask is always open.

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